Ms. Whoeveryouare

I see you but do you see me?

Don't even think you my name, btw its jeremy

You might find it weird that i gaze from across the room

And if you caught me it would bring me to my doom

Maybe i could start with a hey or hi

But to say i didn't fear rejection would be a lie

I love how your hair flows down your backside

Is this love or am I just tryna get in her thighs?

This just seems like another school boy crush

It must be more than that

We could have that chase relationship like the mouse and cat

Yea i'm talkin like Tom & Jerry

I'd pull my teeth just so you could be my fairy

Yea baby be my hand held angel

Want this to be a love story not just a fable

Girl if you see it any way like me

Then you would understand we are the perfect picture like HDTV

Just thinking about you puts butterflies in my gut

I even forgot to mention how much i love your nice butt

But where do i start? What do i say?

Not gonna lie, i've been jonesin' since the first day

Again the dilemma arises: is it love or lust

Fuck it i'm goin all in, just pray i don't bust

*again some more poetry, wrote this in the middle of one of my

professor's lectures lol. Leave comments so I know what ya'll think about it, and be sure to stay tuned i'll be posting more...hope ur hungry*

Hurt

If you stab me in the back
Ill take the knife out and slit your throat
I know that may sound a little harsh
But there is nothing more that I can say
After being so nice and still feeling the pain
What sucks is that this shit is still clouding my brain
Wish I could erase the memory banks
So that the horrid memories never remain
But I see that I need more than bleach to clean this stain
I Wasn't even given a bidding sorry or thanks
All I received were the multiple knife shanks
Guess nice guys really do finish last
And seeing you as a friend is all in the past
And now me and you together
Leads to me and you never
I've never been so mad at someone
Now I walk past you and its like there was no one
Your acting like I did something wrong
Well fuck you I'm dip the shoulder and keep going
I already graduated high school, so why is there so much drama
I see the only women who love me is the grams n mama
Man I swear ppl are trying to bring me to my downfall
But never that , pops showed me how to get thru it all
So take your knife back realized I don't need it
Realized that cuttin u out my life was all I needed

*Yea so this post i did while on the train to NY today, having a lot of inspiration
to write lately. Hopefully can keep this going so i can drop more heat on ya'll.
Also drop some feedback on me so I know what ya'll think of it...peace

Mondaze (Fear)

(talking): Yea I think this is a Mondaze feel

Ya'll know I aint a rapper right??

Ok, I see life has to continue on

In my search of heaven so getting that good karma goin.

But I don't think God will take me yet

Cuz I made mistakes I know even he won't forget

But I'm still tryna search for him

The closest he's ever been was on my neck

But I would sell that for a triple 0 check

Now if you think that shit is scary

What if I told you I lost my Virgin Mary cuz I was Bloody Mary

Now I'm talking to God

I know he listenin, but idk if he hear me

If I was him, I wouldn't even try to hear me.

Just cuz I was so lost, I started thinking sex was a virtue

I'm scared what the future holds

I vowed to never sin, but now I'm used to those.

Dam God give me another path to go

~~Please don't be scared of me....~~

In the Passion, I didn't cry when Jesus died

But I probably will when HipHop does

And if my tears hold value

Then that would show the kind of man I was

Now it looks better cuz I'm in college now

But that means smokin & drinkin is all I do now

I say that I'll give it up in 4 years

But I can see that changing over a few beers.

*this shit is still raw & in the making...let me know what ya'll think

Joe Budden- "Downfall"

Download it here.

Stress

The one thing that has been clouding my memory banks of late. Last semester it started with the overload of work but now its from the newly found drama in my life. I'm starting to let this shit go, but niggas always try they're best to keep you down. I got my sights on the end of the road and some niggas just stuck at one of the stop lights. I mean if you think what you are doing is right, go head but ima just say now that karma is a bitch and she always ends up fucking you after you fuck over her friends life and morality. Dam what a way to start the semester...