Mondaze (Fear)

(talking): Yea I think this is a Mondaze feel

Ya'll know I aint a rapper right??

Ok, I see life has to continue on

In my search of heaven so getting that good karma goin.

But I don't think God will take me yet

Cuz I made mistakes I know even he won't forget

But I'm still tryna search for him

The closest he's ever been was on my neck

But I would sell that for a triple 0 check

Now if you think that shit is scary

What if I told you I lost my Virgin Mary cuz I was Bloody Mary

Now I'm talking to God

I know he listenin, but idk if he hear me

If I was him, I wouldn't even try to hear me.

Just cuz I was so lost, I started thinking sex was a virtue

I'm scared what the future holds

I vowed to never sin, but now I'm used to those.

Dam God give me another path to go

~~Please don't be scared of me....~~

In the Passion, I didn't cry when Jesus died

But I probably will when HipHop does

And if my tears hold value

Then that would show the kind of man I was

Now it looks better cuz I'm in college now

But that means smokin & drinkin is all I do now

I say that I'll give it up in 4 years

But I can see that changing over a few beers.

*this shit is still raw & in the making...let me know what ya'll think