Inwiththeall

Why Is My Mind Confound With All of These Boundaries?

Often the question a true intellectual
And if u have never pondered such a feeling
Then for get this all
Because you would never understand
The feeling of being like a bubble man
We find it okay to search for the needle in the stack
Just so we can pop open our true sensibility
So unless you are an intellectual
Instead of an In-with-the-al
Then the metaphor you couldn't decipher
We like to shout out our thought like a cypher
Constantly at a drop of a dime
Thoughts pour out my mind
Kind of like I were a waterfall
But I have these floodgates
Please pull out the yellow caution your saying too much
Just order yourself some mediatakeout
And adultswim it into nickatnight
You need to watch these to get the Manswers on life
Can't lie I do the samethings as well
But how much time are you willing to sell?

I Miss Her

Now I'm here in a puddle of regret
Looking back at her and i see there is nothing left

Feeling like i let the good one get away
But now I'm older, do you think we could get back to the sunny days
Don't know how i even pulled a hot girl like you
It's been years and I still got feelings for you
Sucks that shit ended in a bad way
I would hit you up but there is nothing to say
Thoughts of you used to give me a sick feeling b/c i was love drunk
But after the long hangover,
I think of you and get a little buzz again
This just can't be
I said her beauty and personality would never get the best of me
But yet I'm here having these thoughts of "do you ever think of me"
Slow jams were my outlet to ease the pain
Now slow jams are the solution so i can see you again
But that is as far as i go before my conscious says to refrain
Because it doesn't want me endure the pain of a hangover again
I guess i'll have to enter rehab
Because now I feel like a crack head fienin for a hit
Or an alcoholic wanting another shot
But is it filled with love or another fascade of that?
Someone take the bottle away cuz i don't want a hangover again
Please take the bottle before I'm hungover again....

*Sorry for the delay, it's been a while since I posted but here it is. I also have about 2/3 more that I will be putting up today. As always comments are a plus.

Ms. Whoeveryouare

I see you but do you see me?

Don't even think you my name, btw its jeremy

You might find it weird that i gaze from across the room

And if you caught me it would bring me to my doom

Maybe i could start with a hey or hi

But to say i didn't fear rejection would be a lie

I love how your hair flows down your backside

Is this love or am I just tryna get in her thighs?

This just seems like another school boy crush

It must be more than that

We could have that chase relationship like the mouse and cat

Yea i'm talkin like Tom & Jerry

I'd pull my teeth just so you could be my fairy

Yea baby be my hand held angel

Want this to be a love story not just a fable

Girl if you see it any way like me

Then you would understand we are the perfect picture like HDTV

Just thinking about you puts butterflies in my gut

I even forgot to mention how much i love your nice butt

But where do i start? What do i say?

Not gonna lie, i've been jonesin' since the first day

Again the dilemma arises: is it love or lust

Fuck it i'm goin all in, just pray i don't bust

*again some more poetry, wrote this in the middle of one of my

professor's lectures lol. Leave comments so I know what ya'll think about it, and be sure to stay tuned i'll be posting more...hope ur hungry*

Hurt

If you stab me in the back
Ill take the knife out and slit your throat
I know that may sound a little harsh
But there is nothing more that I can say
After being so nice and still feeling the pain
What sucks is that this shit is still clouding my brain
Wish I could erase the memory banks
So that the horrid memories never remain
But I see that I need more than bleach to clean this stain
I Wasn't even given a bidding sorry or thanks
All I received were the multiple knife shanks
Guess nice guys really do finish last
And seeing you as a friend is all in the past
And now me and you together
Leads to me and you never
I've never been so mad at someone
Now I walk past you and its like there was no one
Your acting like I did something wrong
Well fuck you I'm dip the shoulder and keep going
I already graduated high school, so why is there so much drama
I see the only women who love me is the grams n mama
Man I swear ppl are trying to bring me to my downfall
But never that , pops showed me how to get thru it all
So take your knife back realized I don't need it
Realized that cuttin u out my life was all I needed

*Yea so this post i did while on the train to NY today, having a lot of inspiration
to write lately. Hopefully can keep this going so i can drop more heat on ya'll.
Also drop some feedback on me so I know what ya'll think of it...peace

Mondaze (Fear)

(talking): Yea I think this is a Mondaze feel

Ya'll know I aint a rapper right??

Ok, I see life has to continue on

In my search of heaven so getting that good karma goin.

But I don't think God will take me yet

Cuz I made mistakes I know even he won't forget

But I'm still tryna search for him

The closest he's ever been was on my neck

But I would sell that for a triple 0 check

Now if you think that shit is scary

What if I told you I lost my Virgin Mary cuz I was Bloody Mary

Now I'm talking to God

I know he listenin, but idk if he hear me

If I was him, I wouldn't even try to hear me.

Just cuz I was so lost, I started thinking sex was a virtue

I'm scared what the future holds

I vowed to never sin, but now I'm used to those.

Dam God give me another path to go

~~Please don't be scared of me....~~

In the Passion, I didn't cry when Jesus died

But I probably will when HipHop does

And if my tears hold value

Then that would show the kind of man I was

Now it looks better cuz I'm in college now

But that means smokin & drinkin is all I do now

I say that I'll give it up in 4 years

But I can see that changing over a few beers.

*this shit is still raw & in the making...let me know what ya'll think

Joe Budden- "Downfall"

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Stress

The one thing that has been clouding my memory banks of late. Last semester it started with the overload of work but now its from the newly found drama in my life. I'm starting to let this shit go, but niggas always try they're best to keep you down. I got my sights on the end of the road and some niggas just stuck at one of the stop lights. I mean if you think what you are doing is right, go head but ima just say now that karma is a bitch and she always ends up fucking you after you fuck over her friends life and morality. Dam what a way to start the semester...

Jets Flying Into The Playoffs?

Playoffs? Playoffs?! C'mon this must be a joke, I'm sick of hearing of how the Jets are all the sudden Superbowl bound because Rex Ryan and company got the Jets first playoff win in 5 years. And that win was at the demise of kicker, Nate Kaeding's failure to hit a field goal, again! Don't get me wrong the Jets in my eyes and by statistics have the number one defense in the NFL, but I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that Peyton will over come them. Peyton's experience and big time play ability in big games will bring him and the Colts one step closer to bringing home Peyton's second ring. It has gone to the point where even nearly every ESPN analyst is predicting a New York Championship. Another thing that irks the shit out of me is how all of the Jets fans I know have come out of hiding (well most that is) and are all the sudden upset and care whether they win or lose. Well I guess everybody loves a winner, but I am predicting the Colts lay down a serious ass waxing on the Jets. (24-7)

"Something happened today and something else will happen tomorrow."

- Shane Botwin

J. Cole = Next Big Thing

Well Isn't This Akward

You see the problem with overthinking is
You create solutions for the good or the bad
And I thought this whole thing through
And the only thought that I had was you
So if we end up together
Or you end up getting a restraining order
Um I really meant it
And I don’t wanna make things awkward when I see you so…
Um…yeah…awkward…haha…fuck it though…I got it of my chest

-Charles Hamilton

Wasting My Minutes

"She so cool, she so hot, but a scholar, she is not.

She pretty, pretty, but she's dumb as a rock, but honestly she all that I got.

She very genuine, and very feminine, but when we on the phone, I think her brain is sleeping in,

I try and tell her friends, but they as dumb as her,

Burst of a feather, I see it makes it worse

I hit her up, I say wutup, she say the sky,

I say what's good? She say McDonalds apple pies

I try and justisfy it, but she didn't get the lingo,

But then I peep when she asleep, she date a bimbo

Why, oh why, why must she be so dam fly.

Then turnaround and be so dumb

Where the fuck did this broad come from,

See I don't understand, how it happen man,

How did this occur, the whole relationship is blurred,

I either need to quit smoking my weed,

Or make sure at least she got a GED.

She so fine, we would talk all the time,

But sometime I be think she's missing her mind.

She's a dime and she's faithfully mine,

But there's something wrong with her head,

Cuz she aint the sharpest tool in the shed."

-KiD CuDi

Download It Here.

Streets on Fire

"My femme fatale my darling fraudulent angel

Once caught her changing her batteries in her halo

Receipt for her wings and everything that she paid for

And the address to the factory where they made those"

-Lupe Fiasco

R.I.P. Michael Young History (My Cool Young History)

Lupe's tale to end this chase for the Cool, the Streets, & the Game continues in his album LASERS. The album is still being worked on as Lupe doesn't want to rush perfection. but if its anything like The Cool or Food & Liquor than it will be an instant hip-hop classic.

Jay-Z Finally Addresses The Illuminati Rumors

Well Jay finally says no to all the rumors that have been going around of him being a part of the Illuminati (Free Mason Society) and even after this idk if i fully believe him. there is honestly too much evidence against him, like what i saw in the "On To The Next One" video i knew something was up. But then when I saw the cross next to 2 bullets, i was like this nigga is crazy, and he was taken off the zune immediately lol.

Winter Break

This is the longest shit man, they make these breaks entirely too long lol. It feels good to chill with my ppl from back home, but it gets tired real quick lol. Like me and my boy Marcos were talking about before, everyday in these break is like a countdown till im back in school...the ticker is now at 4.

Burn After Rolling

This is my favorite mixtape right now, I'm constantly bumpin this in the whip and in the crib. I'm not gonna lie, I was hesitant to hear it at first b/c I thought this nigga was gonna be hella corny, but I like his shit a lot. this is a definite must hear. I usually put a top 3 songs for mixtapes so here it is: "When U Find" "The Thrill" and "All My Life" You can download it here.

Another Year of Disappointment

Yea so its official, Blake Griffin is out for the rest of the season. This now marks another year of mediocrity that the Clippers now have to face. How long must they suffer from big injuries to key players, that keeps them out of contending in the West. They had those two years ('04 & '05) where they actually had a record than the Lakers and make it to the playoffs in 2005, but since they have been a team plagued with injuries and thus they have been far from spectacular. I'm not a Clippers fan by far, but any basketball fan can feel sorry for them. Maybe they need a new trainer staff or something, but the Dunleavy's need to change something inside the management. I mean pending a healthy roster, they should be able to at least contend for the bottom spot in the West. Look at it: Baron Davis, Eric Gordon, Blake Griffin, Marcus Camby, Chris Kaman, Al Thorton; that there is enough pieces to get it done, guess they will just have to wait and see because the #1 overall pick has yet to play a NBA regular season game, guess we'll see what 2010 has in store for them.

Must Buy

Nike SB drops the following model of the Bruin for this month. The basic profile and construction of the Bruin has often resulted in largely monotone offerings with no changes seen here. The upper features a green upper with white Swoosh and a simple logo on the heel. Available now at Kasina. These are so dope, I'm gonna try and cop them soon.

LT Dance?

Flashing Lights

"In my past, you on the other side of the glass

Of my memory's museum"

In Progress

Ok so currently working on a poem of a man lost in this world and his mind. I've been righting for like 20 min now and its already starting to come together well. On a more personal note, i need some fuckin sleep, shit starting to fck with my mind lol. Like right now im running on only 3hrs of sleep and i'm at work right now. But um as for other things, need to enjoy this last week of break before i head back. break was long, too long lol i would say i caught up on sleep, but that be some bs cuz college, especially finals fucked up my sleeping schedule so bad. well on that note just stay tuned for some more cookiez n milk

"You being salty, and me being salty does nothing but raise our blood pressure"

Something Is Wrong

As I sit hear my heartbeats to the sound of our song

You saying you love me, but i sense that something is wrong

Maybe there's too many that you have "loved" in the past

That when I say I love you, you get gast

The common excuse "babe i've been hurt before"

Is the truth and reason you can love no more

But is this fair to me

That my heart's all in and your just playin' me

Had this playa in the end like a vantriliquist dummy

So the thing that affected you is not enstilled in me

Love no more, is that my new mental state?

The next one i "love" will never have all of me on their plate

That is because I will let them have the rice and even the cake

But as for the lamb, that is one thing I will never let another person take.

As i lay here my heartbeats to our song

I say I love you, but you sense something is wrong...

*sidenote- wrote this in 10min, i know it needs some polishing, but consider this a rough draft. my boy josh is really inspiring me on this poetry game..stayed tuned for more cookiez n milk.

They Call This Venting

I wasn’t mad before but now im furious

Was this shit for real or wuz u playin a nigga, Im curious

I used to play my niggas when they wuz fallin in love

After the shit you pulled, let’s just say I had enough

You may take this as a joke or a bluff

Me being the funny man that I am that may seem so

But you done hit a nigga wit’ a low blow

I mean I never saw it coming like the towers hit by the planes

Tryna break up with me first like this shit’s a game

Well guess what bitch you won

And a friendship that could have been is now done

I was willing to let you go and move on

You told me it was over and I was gone

But bringing the one before me back into the picture

That there is going to make it harder for me to forget her

You a bitch and a cunt

I hope I never see you again

Just take yourself out even a chance of being my friend

You lied straight in my face and u did it well

I mean things seemed to be going o so swell

They you decided to call him off the bench to replace

Got me so mad now that I’m catchin’ a case

Girls told me you were a bitch and I failed to listen

You think you hot shit, that ima be missin?

I’m sorry but you go this all wrong

I just need to forget about this over a few hits of the bong

THEY CALL THIS VENTING

(JUST ME LETTING GO WHAT'S ON MY MIND)

*Sidenote- this a poem i wrote about 2/3 weeks ago, some shit was just bothering me now. But as I see through my growth I've known to let the negative energy go, its honestly not worth the stress at all. Yea realized this fully after I heard "Pleasant Overthinking" by Charles Hamilton, its such a dope song relating to stress...haha "kanye shrugg" yep im good now lol.*

Its About Time

13 years! 13 years! Yes 13 years since the Dallas Cowboys have won a playoff game, well this one came at the right time and in the right fashion, a stomping over our rival Eagles. All I can say now is fuck everyone that doubted them, real talk. I remember at the beginning of the season (here) when John Clayton as well as other ESPN reporters threw Dallas under the bus and claimed that they were to go 3rd if not forth in the division, well guess what we did not only finish 1st in the division but also managed to win our first playoff game this year. Romo has been playing phenomenal this post season, and our defense and rushing attack has been doing tha bizness also. Hopefully this rejuvenated Cowboys team can take it deep into the playoffs, with the way they are playing though I don't see this being a problem at all.

A Daily Dose

this is a blog of me..tend to be random at times but ima hit u with the good poetry, shit on my mind, and some music...so come in and enjoy your cookiez n milk

About Me

The Generals
Name: Jeremy Dash
Age:18
Gender: Male
Grade: College Sophmore
Location: Seton Hall (live in central Jersey)

Appearance:
Eye color: Dark Brown
Hair color: Black
Piercings: 1 in each ear
Drink/Smoke: Yea/ barely
Height: 6'1"
Nationality: Bajan (Barbados) and Dominican

Randoms:
Reason for Tumblr URL: 1. ok my nicknames is cookiez, from back in middleschool... and 2. it was dope
Favorite food: Steak
Favorite drink: Raspberry Iced Tea
Hobbies: Listening to Music, Videogames, Working Out, Partying, Chillen with ppl
Favorite Musicians: Kanye West, Charles Hamilton, Drake, Donell Jones, Avant, Big Sean, Lupe Fiasco, KiD CuDi...and it goes on..